Jesus Loves The Little Children

Once Upon A Midnight Clear 011 Miss Isabelle has been a little nervous about leaving me, or getting more than 50 ft. away from me at any time.  She is dealing with issues that she doesn’t understand, and neither do we, so she has been pretty scared about it.  Every morning since we have started back to school after Christmas break has been a battle of tears and a pretty strong will.  It’s been tough for us as parents to walk the line between compassion and discipline.   Pretty much, I’ve been sucked dry of all emotional energy by 8am every morning after peeling her off of me to get her out the door to school.

A few nights ago when we were praying together, Belle said to Jesus in her most determined, thoughtful voice, "This is it! It is over! I do not want to cry any more. Please make me brave, Amen.” She added for emphasis in case He really didn’t believe her, “And I really mean it Jesus!”

Yesterday morning when Rob was driving her to school, she told him that she woke up early and was praying to God. She said she saw in her mind that Jesus was reaching His hand out to her and she put her hand in His, and she knew Jesus would walk with her all day long.  When she grabbed His hand in her mind, she heard angels singing.

A few tears yesterday, none at all today.

I’m not saying that I know for sure her episodes of fear/panic are over, but I am saying that seeing God reach out His hand to my daughter is something that makes me love Him even more than I understood was possible.  I am thanking Jesus today for His great love for my kids.

Remember that old Sunday School song, “Jesus loves the little children, all the children of the world?” I believe it now more than ever.

 

photo by mark beeson

6 thoughts on “Jesus Loves The Little Children

  • January 12, 2011 at 10:25 am
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    Michelle,
    Thanks for sharing. I’ve been following your blog for a while. And your recent posts about your daughter hit fairly close to home for us as our son deals with some decent anxiety issues. Your are not alone. And there is hope. Your transparency will help others.
    Hang in there!

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  • January 12, 2011 at 4:47 pm
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    tears are flowing…..prayers said–and great love for Divine Intervention!!!

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  • January 13, 2011 at 6:59 am
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    Michelle, we went through severe separation issues when Tai went back to preschool after Christmas break. Obviously the cause is different but I just wanted to let you know I can understand the horrible gut-wrenching heartbreak that goes along with making your child go to school and prying them off of you. My heart is with you. Thankful she is getting some comfort.

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  • January 13, 2011 at 11:36 pm
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    Oh this post made me very happy. Praise God! I have been praying diligently for little Miss Belle. Often the stories you blog about her remind me of myself. Having a birthday close to Christmas that seems to a young girl you are overlooked. Spending way to much time in a doctors office while other kids our out playing. Having to miss school because you are sick or at another appointment. I remember being very frustrated many days. I will continue to pray for Belle waiting for more stories like this of how our Father moves.

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