I just realized today that I have not slept a whole night in 4 years. Well, I am exaggerating a bit. Maybe 5 nights total in the past 4 years. Isabelle has just been diagnosed with a respiratory disease, so, at least I know now it is not her fault, or bad parenting on our parts for her late night/early morning fiestas.
If you see me and I appear unhappy, I’m not. I’m just tired. Really really tired. I’m not complaining. I have complained. Believe me. Rob has born the brunt of a lot of my crabbiness and grumbling. But, I have decided to embrace the life God has given me here and now and make the best of it. I’m going to swallow my grumbling words and close my eyes and hope for God’s greatest gift to me right now…sleep!